Evol

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Its a girl and who are you?

So my middle one married this guy who we did not know and who at first seemed difficult. Anyway my middle one the one who tried really hard to make every waking moment of my life full of worry is doing very well! The guy who I thought was difficult is really very nice and loving the best guy she could have picked to marry and nothing like the past guy's she has dated.
Fast forward a bit and Zeke and I have a granddaughter! Baylee!

Of course she is perfect she is my granddaughter what else would she be. But mom is blowing me away she is doing so good and I am thankful for it. She is a bit scared just like a new mom should be and she is really wanting to do her best. God bless her He has and I know He will keep doing so. People change she is the proof.



Now I wonder who you are?
Who would you be if, you could speak plainly without care of judgement about any subject?
Who are you all alone what goes through your mind?
Who are you when everything is falling down?
Who are you when everything is going wonderful?
Who are you when you need to love but you don't want to?

I don't expect anyone to answer but I have to ask cause I really want to know. I am the person who ask how you are and really wants to know and I am always starving to know more.
I am left with no answer for myself when wondering why we are so careful with each other. I don't understand cause I don't want to ... I hate grey its so full of pretenses.

My middle one in the middle of labor was pure and what I saw was beautiful no grey, no careful.

Tomorow is not promised to anyone so love now

13 Comments:

At 12:54 AM, Blogger Kc said...

Congratulations!

Is this your first grandchild? I'm expecting mine in Feb. which is also from my daughter of constant concern.

It's great to read you here again and especially so given the circumstance. ;-)

 
At 7:06 AM, Blogger Mrs Zeke said...

KC we have another Joesph (Jo Jo ) he is almost 2. He is from our oldest. He is of course perfect also :)

Our youngest one has sworn off children after her sisters have had them. Besides the labor she said children suck your whole life away!
So I asked her for my life back she said no :)

You know KC I read your blog to when you all start talking about simple shiny things I might jump in :P
Be loved you are

 
At 3:04 PM, Blogger dorsey said...

Many congratulations to you and my beloved Zeke. Thanks for the call. I needed that more than I would have thought.

Love you both.

 
At 7:22 PM, Blogger Mrs Zeke said...

Anytime love and thanks for you and your time
be loved

 
At 10:35 AM, Blogger Ron said...

Mrs. Zeke,

Thank you for the post! It is a reminder to make sure I am working toward being who God wants me to be, and not who I want to be. If you get the chance, stop by my blog and let me know your thoughts. Congratulations on the birth of your grandchild!

 
At 6:39 PM, Blogger audrey` said...

Hi Mrs Zeke

Congratulations!
I'm so happy for you.

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. They mean a lot to me =)

God bless you.

 
At 3:26 PM, Blogger Corry said...

Congratulations!!
I am so happy for y'all. :-)

As far as your questions go, the answers wouldn't fit on the comment-section. :-)

God's Grace.

 
At 8:35 PM, Blogger An Ordinary Christian said...

I had a lot of fun reading that, and congrats!

 
At 9:26 AM, Blogger Mrs Zeke said...

Ron I did :)

Audrey sister it rains on all for only for a season

Corry so secret! Fine I'll die of curiosity

AOC, you have a really rockin blog keep it going

Ladies you all restore my faith in my sisters on earth

Be so loved ....these are just typed words but they mean everything

 
At 3:21 PM, Blogger pecheur said...

You are such a blessing

CONGRATS

May you be blessed as much as you bless others

 
At 1:43 AM, Blogger Corry said...

Aww Mrs.Z, no secrets and no need for you to die of curiosity! I'll try and compile the answers to the best of my ability. :-)

1. Who would you be if, you could speak plainly without care of judgement about any subject?

I would be the most vile creature, spouting accusations, blaming everyone and everything and twisting my mind to believe lies in order to do so, so I wouldn't have to be responsible whether it would be the truth, just to suit my purpose.

2. Who are you all alone what goes through your mind?

A selfish person who only focusses on her feelings and looses track of reality. In other words: I take for granted that my feelings are valid and always find a justification for making them valid.

3. Who are you when everything is falling down?

A very negative and depressing person, easily discouraged, with the huge tendency to run away from it.

4. Who are you when everything is going wonderful?

Gentle, tender, generous, kind and warm-hearted. Grateful for everything God gives. Very energetic, full of humor, able to deal with everything that comes my way.

5. Who are you when you need to love but you don't want to?

In the past I wouldn't.
At present, I know I have to and am committed to do so, in order to follow Christ' example, no matter what. So I try to force myself to be responsible and stick to my commitment. So far, I have failed miserably and I have much to learn. But... I can't and won't quit and I'll die trying! :-)

BTW, did anyone ever tell you that curiosity killed the cat??? (grin).
Just teasing, girl. :-)

Have a wonderful, blessed Christmas filled with many joys and happiness.

(((Hugs)))

God's Grace.

 
At 7:22 AM, Blogger Mrs Zeke said...

Thanks Corry that was so cool. You are the bestest! Least I could do is share back

1. Who would you be if, you could speak plainly without care of judgement about any subject?

I would like to think this would be a freedom I could handle but I might just be petty and mean depending on how my day went. Although under the best circumstances for healing it would be good if people could speak open so we could get past all the junk


2. Who are you all alone what goes through your mind?

Self persecutory, which is narcissistic can't seem to let that go

3. Who are you when everything is falling down?

I'm ok here, except I cave and that upsets the people who care about me.

4. Who are you when everything is going wonderful?

Really, really thankful!

5. Who are you when you need to love but you don't want to?

Sometimes I am grumpy and childlike cause I don't want to. But God has a way of smacking me on the back of the head and telling me to get over it.


And I know Corry I think I have 2 maybe 3 lives left!

Meryy Christmas Sister you rock and your loved

 
At 5:29 AM, Blogger Corry said...

Thanks for sharing Mrs.Z, I really appreciate it! You are a wonderful person :-)

At least you got some lives left! :-D

God's Grace.

 

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